i just dont wana compare my life with others.

the more i compare.

the more i think life is meaningless.

just dont think tat u are the worst.

u are always better den someone.

den life wont be tat misarable le ba.

i guess?

hopefully lor.

but these kind of thinkings sometimes just cheating urself nia.

watever it is.

just think of the positive side.

the brighter view.

yup.

i had tried my very best to move on my life.

but i not yet recover.

not yet overcome.

ohh ya.

met up with candice ytd night aft our work.

we went cine for a movie.

den met john there.

john aka 'bookshop auntie's son'.

lol.

really find it funnie the way i rmb him.

yup great.

met up with another pri sch friend.

keep in touch~

(:

hmm.

got rejected by ntu.

so nus got not much hopes oso le ba.

just get into the working society earlier.

so can clear my debts earlier.

finally i found someone who wana go graduation ceremony liao.

from wat i noe.

jinlong bengleong weeloon not gg ba.

but now i found someone liao.

not anyone else but my AI REN~

lol.

i chose the purchase the graduation suit.

aft a LONG time of consideration.

haa.

hmm its reallie time to meet up my poly friends liao man.

ever since last day of fyp.

which is 16feb.

nv see each other liao.

boon is asking for a gathering.

jinlong is asking for gathering too.

but i think it will be 2 different gatherings ba.

boon jio de ppl cant click with jinlong jio de ppl.

jinlong jio de ppl oso cant click with boon jio the ppl.

but im like both side oso can de.

lol.

see how lah.

they got jio me den i go lah.

im really lazy to organise gathering liao man.

opps!

=x

really hope tat next sat's night out is on lor.

louise always jio me out ended up not on de.

i dunno abt this time lah.

just wait and see lor.

there's alot more for me to say.

but i just dunno how to put into words.

hais~